Le Hinton ~ Poet
Status Post Hope
ISBN: 0-9785858-0-1
Le Hinton takes the architecture of poetry and language out on the town. And a good time is had by all. Hinton is quite an entertainer. With a little wit and humour, and a whirl of a waltz and watusi and e.e. cummings, Le trips off into a style that suggests a kind of post-modern surrealism, yet one that is actually neither/nor.
*** Marty Esworthy author of twenty-six javanese proverbs
Jessie
No. I’m not going to be all right. Nothing
is all right now.
—Duke Ellington (upon being told of the death of Billy Strayhorn)
this is not for you
nor even for me
this is not for those whose
faith is in the academic complexities
of William James, James Joyce,
Henry James or any of the James Gang
this is not for
the intellectually gifted
whose
neck has never become wet
while pondering the meaning
of life
this is not for those who trust
that “things will get better” “time heals all wounds”
“someone better will come along”
or “we’ll buy you another dog”
they don’t possess the aching
wisdom of knowing you get just one father,
one love-of-your-life or one faithful dog
if you are lucky
they don’t understand that there is no cheerful Ghost Dad
to counsel you through your latest crisis
or your best, last, and only shot at true love walked out
the door with a law student named Kurt
or that you just wrapped the best friend
you will ever have in your favorite Yankee
sweatshirt and buried her beneath the bush
she liked to dig under every spring
this is about the pain that you
never invited but has
taken up permanent residence
in every empty space
and every open gap it can find
in your soul
this is for those who scream
fuck closure because it is not
possible to close a door, a chapter
or a casket lid on crystal pure love
no matter how many psychiatrists get rich
or how normal they want you to be
this is for those with arthritis of the heart
who terminally limp
from birthday to birthday
Christmas to Christmas
stabbed repeatedly by
the knowledge that there will always be
one less present to buy
this is for the 19-year-old with sparkling brown
eyes and soft boney body that will never
be held again.
this is for those who are status post hope
with no chance of full recovery
yes, this is for me
but maybe it is for you too